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| Saturday, January 24th, 2004 | | 10:04 pm |
I have created a new live journal and I will be using it for my writing purposes. I will keep this one for a few more weeks and then I am going to delete it. My new journal is sweetest_deceit. You have to add me to be added. I may make it friends-only. I don't know yet. I hope to find out who really reads my journal. later. |
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| Thursday, January 22nd, 2004 | | 11:17 am |
Goodbye
So today is my last day at Riverside and as much as i hate to say it i am realy going to miss it here. I am hurting so bad I feel horrible. Rob was supposed to come get me at 10:30 and when he didn't show, I called and he was still in bed. god, I was so pissed off. Anyways, I have no idea if he is coming or not, now. Well, I will miss you all if you need my number, email me at Just_Call_Me_Mrs_Petry@yahoo.com and I will email it back to you so that we can keep in touch. Bye Guys. Current Mood:  lonely |
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004 | | 11:58 am |
sitting in astronomy with nothing better to do
(1) What is your name? Ashleigh (2) Are you happy with it? not really but I like the spelling (3) Are you named after anyone? Nope (4) Are you a prostitute? haha no (5) Your screen name: Call Me MrsPetry and babyxgirlxash (6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No (7) Then what would you name your children? Kayleigh for a girl and Hunter for a boy (8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Brandon or caleb (9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? Kristina (10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Almost everyone fucks it up (11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? Not if I was already married and had robs last name - - - - - BASICS - - - - - (12) Your gender: Girl (13) Straight/gay/bi? straight (14) Single? kinda Engaged (15) Want to be? Nope (16) Your birthday: October 29 (17) Your age: 17 (18) Age you act: my age most of the time (19) Age you wish you were: 18-21 (20) Your height: 5'3" (21) The color of your eyes: Blu-Grey (22) Happy with it? Sure (23) The color of your hair: dark Brown with red highlights (24) Happy with it? yup (25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Righty (29) What's your job: Don't have a steady one (30) Piercings? @ in each ear and bellybutton (32) Obsessions? My b/f (33) Addictions? Cigarettes and my b/f (35) Do you speak another language? A little French and Spanish(36) Have a favourite quote? Not really - - - - - DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it - - - - - (38) Do you live in the moment? Sometimes (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Sometimes (40) Do you have any secrets? Some (41) Do you hate yourself? nope (42) Do you like your handwriting? Sometimes (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Who knows? (47) Can you sing? Yes, but not good (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Prolly (54) Are you passive or aggressive? a little of both (55) Have you got a journal? Yeah, this one and a notebook that I keep in my desk. (58) There are three wells, love, beauty, and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? Love (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Somewhat (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Be yourself and fuck what everyone says about you (68) What is the fictional character you're most like? ?? (69) Do people know how you feel? My friends - - - - - DO YOU... - - - - - (71) Smoke? Yeah (73) Read the newspaper? yeah (74) Pray? no (75) Go to church? no (76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yeah (77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Usually a stuffed elephant that rob got me for my birthday (78) Take walks in the rain? sometimes - - - - - WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER... - - - - - (145) Broken the law? yeah (146) Stolen anything? Yeah (148) Been in a mosh-pit? nope (149) Had a nervous breakdown? yep - - - - - CLOTHES - - - - - (154) Shoe brand? Vans, etnies, adidas (155) Brand of clothing? LEI, etc. (156) Cologne/perfume? Lucky You (157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Jeans and t-shirts or sweaters (158) How about parties? whatever - - - - - BELIEFS - - - - - (172) Santa? No (173) Ghosts? yes (174) Luck? yes (175) Love at first sight? yes (176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? Yeah (177) Witches? yes (178) Easter bunny? no (179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Absolutely (180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no - - - - - DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS - - - - - (186)as a dieing mans wish, would you pick his nose? no, sorry - - - - - AMIGOS - - - - - (187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeah (189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? Rob. (203) Last person you talked to online? John (204) Who do you talk to most online? John, Marie (205) Who are you on the phone with most? Rob WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... (280) You wanted to kill? Can't say (281) That you laughed at? a few ppl (284) You went shopping with? Marie (285) That broke your heart? Tim :( (289) To brighten up your day? Rob |
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004 | | 5:10 pm |
Well, since the KC Board of Ed. is the gayest thing ever, i am going to rhs for one more week. THIS coming Thursday is my last day. Love you guys. Current Mood:  cranky |
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 | | 11:26 pm |
I am not going to school tomorrow, and Thursday will be my last day. If you have anything that you want to say to me or anything, ya better see my Thursday, or comment here. I'll miss most of you, there is a select few that can suck a dick. That is all I have to say... A.s.h.l.e.i.g.h.L.o.v.e.s.R.o.b Current Mood:  hopeful |
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| Thursday, January 1st, 2004 | | 6:03 pm |
Happy New Year
Last night was pretty good. for someone that hardly ever drinks, I held my own. Rob, Mom, and I all played asshole for like 4 hours straight and we were all laughing our heads off and falling everywhee it was great. Rob and I got to sleep in my bed cuz mom slept on the couch. It was fun but I am sore cuz of all the falling and knocking shit over that I did. Anyways...HaPpY nEw YeAr! School starts in 4 days:( |
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| Wednesday, December 31st, 2003 | | 4:26 am |
1) Using band names, spell out your name: Adidas Sam's Hush Puppies Levi's Etnies Icing Gucci Hot Kiss 2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: not that I know of 3) What song makes you cry?: a few 4) What song makes you happy?: too many to count 5) What do you like to listen to before bed?:nothing in particular PT. II a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5'3 HAIR COLOR: brown SKIN COLOR: slightly tanned EYE COLOR: blue PIERCINGS: 4 in ears, navel TATTOOS: none yet r i g h t n o w WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black with flames (fave pj's) WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing right now WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Dr. Pepper WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: freezing fucking cold HOW ARE YOU?: ok d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: depends HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes..I smoke GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most of the time LIKE TO DRIVE?: Love it... f a v o r i t e s TV SHOW: Friends, Degassi(I'm a dork) my so called life CONDITIONER: pantene or thermasilk BOOK: i don't like to read but...I am reading Summer of Rescue and Spellcasters MAGAZINE: Revolver or something girly NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Dr. Pepper and Slice ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Rum and Coke or Vodka Straight Up and the occasional corona THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: get online, spend time with my mom, get in the hot tub, cruise around sissonville BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: Finch, GC, Rascal Flatts h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: I'm sure I have RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yep SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no, I walk out the front door...lol EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yea, a few times MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: yuck USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeah SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: sure FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes, my gramma thought I was dead BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: not that I remember, but I was in a talent show LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yea l o v e BOYFRIEND: Yes. Rob. 4/19/03 GIRLFRIEND: nope SEXUALITY: Straight CHILDREN: not yet CURRENT CRUSH: my baby BEEN IN LOVE?: sure have HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes! VERY HARD! BEEN HURT?: yea YOUR GREATEST REGRET: some things that I say GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: yes r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Rascal Flatts IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Pink WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music,clothes, shopping, shoes, belly button rings, my bf, my birdie Abby, my cat Lucky, my bf WHAT MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Rob WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: who knows? WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: play games online, play with my birdie Abby, spend time with my baby, spend time with my mom w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: a few nights ago YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: the love letter that Rob gave me Sunday THING YOU PURCHASED: Wireless mouse that doesn't work and a pregnancy test TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Legally blonde 2 MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: I don't remember y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: I believe that no matter the circumstances, it's murder and that is wrong to take an innocent child's life, if you can't handle the responsibility of a child, keep your legs closed. It's that simple. TEENAGE SMOKING: I am a smoker so rock on. SPICE GIRLS: were a fad DREAMS: mostly about my insecurities. |
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| Monday, December 29th, 2003 | | 3:59 am |
saying my goodbyes..
I just wanted to make a post about me having to leave RhS due to the move I am making. I now live in Sissonville. Meaning I cannot get to Riverside everyday. After the semester ends I won't go there anymore. I am sad that I have to switch schools so far along in the school year and so far along in my high school years. I know that I won't get to see most of you anymore. I am going to miss... 1 Marie (Always my number 1) 2 Brittney (eventho I barely see her or talk to her I love you!) 3 Jessica B (doesn't read this) 4 Erica H(doesn't read either) 5 Kat (I love you) 6 Rachel B (won't see this) 7 J.Kyle (Luv yew!) 8 Tiff ( I know we barely talk anymore) 9 the crew in my first block (Matt, Eli, Greg, Derek, Jeff, Tasha, Christina, Amy, Courtney, Ben, Brandon (Petty, I luv ya!), Tierra (thank you for being there to cheer me up), Alma (you are great!), and most of all out of my first block...Terry Harrison (you are my hero) 10 out of second block (Brody, jessica, Melissa) 11 Melannie King (you are still my girl) 12 third block (Jerry, Rachel M, Amanda) 13 4th block (Marie again, Jessica B., John, Ryan, Ericha H, Sandy, Versace (Vernati), Amanda, Carla) 14 teachers (Mr. Lewis, Mr. Ferrell, Ms. Kennedy, Mrs. Blake, Mr. O'Connell) 15 Jake, Tim, Dave 16 Jess T 17 Ash G. 18 joy 19 Anyone else that I forgot, if you are my friend, you know I'll miss you, if not, I am glad to be leaving so I won't have to put up with you anymore...haha *coughASSHOLEScough* There is one person that I forgot on purpose... Rob, I won't get to see you as much anymore, but you are still my baby and I love you. I will miss the time that we won't have to spend together, but I will still cherish the time that we do have. I love you! Other than that. I will tell most of you to your face that I will miss you if I haven't already. that's all I wanted to say. Current Mood: depressed |
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| Friday, December 19th, 2003 | | 10:02 pm |
15 years ago, I: 1. Was two years old 2. Was adopted by a psycho 3. missed my real daddy my *blue eyed daddy* 4. loved my mom so much i never left her side 5. got my ears pierced 10 Years Ago, I: 1. got a little brother 2. played in dirt 3. was abused 4. was closer to my mom than i was before 5. lost 4 teeth in 2 days 5 Years Ago, I: 1. was in middle school 2. hated my life 3. was fat 4. lost all control of myself 5. had only one friend 3 Years Ago, I: 1. Started HS 2. lost my virginity 3. cried a lot 4. lost my closeness with my mom 5. started doing witchcraft with my mom 2 years ago, I: 1. got closer to my mom than I have ever been 2. got closer with my dad 3. started buying sex books 4. got a diamond ring from a guy (not an engagement ring!) 5. lost some weight 1 Year Ago, I: 1. turned 16 2. was in love for the first time (tim) 3. was a really happy person 4. loved rollerblading 5. had the longest relationship i had had so far Yesterday, I: 1. Went to skool 2. got picked up after skool 3. spent the day with rob 4. had sex 5. went to sleep Today, I: 1. woke up at 7:45 2. took a shower 3. went to skool 4. came to my mom's house (my new house) 5. wrapped presents |
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| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | | 11:03 am |
I can't wait for our 16 day break....SO EXCITED! I get to see Rob today and I am excited about that, too. Hopefully I'll get my car for Christmas and if not then I don't care, I guess I'll live. I can't wait until New Year's Eve either. Great times...I wanna have a party, but my mom's boyfriend won't ever go for that. Tomorrow i am only coming for like first and second block...Maybe part of 3rd. I have no idea. We are exchanging gifts in our 1st block tomorrow and I would post who i got but someone will tell them...Then, in 3rd block we are supposed to be having a party for Mr. Ferrell's birthday tomorrow. His b-day is over X-mas break and he let me have a party in here for my birthday, so we are going to have him one. Enough about that. I have so much to do today that I shouldn't even be on here. I will probably post again over the weekend. Ashleigh Brooke Samms Loves Robbie Lee Petry Oh yeah, tomorrow makes 8 months that we have been together! Current Mood:  grumpy |
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| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 | | 7:09 pm |
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2003 | | 11:48 am |
Who gets laid today? Well, me of course! I am just excited that I get to see my boyfriend. It's beem almost 8 months and I know you are mad jealous! Ashleigh Brooke Samms Loves Robbie Lee Petry! |
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003 | | 11:13 am |
I am quite tired. Me and Rob spent the whole day together yesterday and it was great, if you know what I mean. Three times in a day. It's great. I am sore. Good times. Rob and I are getting a house together soon. At least that is what his dad told me. I get to see Rob again on Thursday. We've been together almost 8 months. yay! BY THE WAY... Happy belated birthday to a certain someone...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! *cough Tiffany cough* |
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| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 | | 12:45 pm |
Um...Happy Thanksgiving. I am a big loser and I am not going to update. I get to go Christmas shopping tomorrow and I know you are alll jealous mother fuckers. Ashleigh loves Robbie! |
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 | | 11:19 am |
hey yeah, i haven't updated in so long and maybe it is because i have absolutely nothing to talk about. Rob stayed with me over the weekend and that was about it, other than there was all kinds of sex going on in my brothers house. it was great. Rob and I have been together for 7 months tomorrow and he has to work, but he said that he got me something and where he has thursday off, we get to see eachother. I'm excited. call me crazy! He's the greatest thing that ever happened to me adn i am so glad to have him in my life. I have no clue what I'd do without him. School sucks, people suck. That is about the story of high school anyways. I don't think that anyone likes it. Oh yeah, I got a kick-ass hoodie last night and if I could, I'd marry it. It's dead sexy!! Mother nature's pregnancy test paid me a visit this morning and I am so disappointed because it wasn't supposed to come until Thursday...Damnit! So how about all of my grades are kickin' ass except my Algebra 2 grade simply because I don't do shit in that class but sleep. Well, I do some work, but I mean it's not my favorite class and Mr. Seabolt is so boring. Yeah, we have a test in there tomorrow and how about I am really going to fail it. Oh well, you'll have that. I almost got a car this weekend. It's kinda cute and it gets me from here to there and that is all that I am really worried about but I know that if i get it, people are going to run their mouths because it is older and it's sort of and *old lady* car. I think it's nice though. there isn't anything wrong with it, but who knows, we'll see if I get it or something else. well i am sick of this journal and I am sick of you. Have a fucking nice day, bitch! Current Mood: crappy |
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| Saturday, November 1st, 2003 | | 8:11 pm |
I forgot to mention that my puppy is the cutest fucking thing that I have ever seen. Much <3 for Kilo. |
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| 8:06 pm |
Well well, I am sitting here drinkin' a Skyy Blue. Yum, anyways Rob spent the night last night unexpectedly. He surprised me and brought me this stuffed elephant that I wanted. It was so sweet. It's like really huge. I love it. It's pink and grey and it's great to cuddle with although I had Rob to do that with last night. He's coming over tonight after work and we are going to party. We are gonna be drinkin' and makin' out in the hot tub later. I can see it now. Fun for Ash. Anyways, I better go...By the way, Rob said the sweetest thing last night. He was like we are already married. I smiled a drunken smile and passed out an hour later. Fun. end. Current Mood:  drunk |
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| Friday, October 31st, 2003 | | 8:43 pm |
NOTE TO ALL FEMALES READING THIS...ESPECIALLY CERTAIN ONES, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND!! |
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| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 | | 2:11 pm |
x. name = Ashleigh x. birthday = October 29 x. piercings = 5, 4 in the ears, 1 in the belly x. tattoos = None yet x. height = 5'5 x. shoe size = 7 x. hair color = light brown x. length = medium length x. siblings = brothers Bret and John x. pets = kitty...Nykita, kitty-lucky, dogs-2 golden retrievers-Rusty and Rowdy, puppy-rotweiler-Kilo,Bird-Abigail, Fish-jimmy, and frog-Bobby LAST... x. movie you rented = Shindler's List x. movie you bought = Matrix Reloaded. (DVD) x. song you listened to = Rascal Flatts-Melt x. song that was stuck in your head = Tenacious D-Dunno the song title, but it talks about hard fucking lol! x. song you've downloaded = Ludacris-Stand Up x. CD you bought =GoodCharlotte "The young and the hopeless x. CD you listened to = 3 Doors Down x. person you've called = Rob x. person that's called you = Rob x. TV show you've watched = the NASCAR race x. person you were thinking of = Rob DO... x. you wish you could live somewhere else = I already live in 2 different places, come on?! x. you think about suicide = I used to. Not so much anymore. x. you believe in online dating = No... x. others find you attractive = I guess so... x. you want more piercings = yeah, eyebrow and labret x. you want more tattoos = I don't have one yet but i want at least 1 x. you drink = Vodka for me please, Thanks bartender! x. you do drugs = I smoke pot on occassion x. you smoke = yes x. you like cleaning = Sometimes x. you like roller coasters = Ohhhh yeahhh =) x. you write in cursive or print = I print x. you carry a donor card = hell no MY ORGANS! FOR OR AGAINST x. using someone = Against x. suicide = Undecided x. killing people = Depends on who x. teenage smoking = Why not? x. doing drugs = Whatever floats your boat x. premarital sex = For x. driving drunk = AGAINST...been in an accident like that x. gay/lesbian relationships = For x. soap operas = whatever FAVORITE... x. food = Ice cream x. song = "bloody valentine" x. thing to do = Fuck Rob J/K Haha I don't know! x. thing to talk about = anything that will make me smile and say awwww x. sports = SKIING ROX MY SOX x. drinks = Mountain dew Livewire x. clothes = anything comfy x. holiday = halloween x. cars = Mercedes, Neon, Viper, Firebird (had one, brother totaled it in a creek) HAVE YOU.... x. ever cried over a boy = Yeah x. ever lied to someone = Yeah... x. ever been in a fist fight = Yeah x. ever been arrested = Not yet WHAT... x. shampoo do you use = Head and shoulders x. perfume do you use = Adidas, Lucky You x. shoes do you wear = Adidas shell tops, Vans, and Etnies x. are you scared of = Being lonely NUMBER... x. of times I have been in love? = 2 times. Once with Tim(you'll have that) and Rob.(Awwies) x. of times I have had my heart broken? = Once by tim x. of hearts I have broken? = Fuck if I know x. of boys I have kissed? = Like 10 x. of girls I have kissed? = 2 x. of men I've slept with? = more than 1? x. of girls I've slept with? = one x. of continents I have lived in? = 1 x. of drugs taken illegally? = a few x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = Rob, marie(sometimes[I picture her getting me killed lol])my mom, Jen x. of people I consider my enemies? = a few x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with?= I haven't left HS yet... x. of CDs' that I own? = 238 x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 3 x. of scars on my body? = Lots x. of things in my past that I regret? = only a few |
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